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Becka, i get you. I'm horrid to a lot of people. I see almost everyone as below me- especially those who are awful with grammar- and it's something i am trying to stop. I mainly have this attitude because i think they owe me something. People on the street for example, don't deserve a smile from me, more often then not i want to strike them all down for even looking at me.

I have a tendancy to think i am right all the time, and i'll always be right as long as i stay here indoors on my computer in this safe world i can deal with. Anti-socialism is probably not the way, but right now i'm not bothered.

I hate those random ads who message you, and they are so awful at sparking conversation; 'hi hu r u an do u got a cam u r well fit'.

'Makes me want to give mankind a beating'.

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I think very much like you. I think i am right most of the time, even though i usually keep that thought inside. Maybe some of this os because of my delusions, because everyone is after me, spying on me, trying to destroy me, deceiving me. Makes me really start to think i am right all the time.
I don't understand people that smile at me or say "hi" when walking by. I don't know who the H*** they are and i wish they'd keep to themselves.

heh. I'm so glad i got rid of instant messanger. I was so sick of getting those random IM's, that say "Hi. a/s/l?" UGGGHHH!

It's hard not to be mean to people when everyone has always been mean to you, and been deceiving you and such. I am just so sick of being nice to people and they end up being rude and nasty to me.

-Becka