(((Bias Logic)))
You do have quite a way with words. I'd recommend taking a creative writing course and/or journalism at a local junior college (for the fun of it). Writing can be such a wonderful release of thoughts, feelings, stress, etc. It can be very therapeutic!
What's the dosage of Bupropion that you're taking? Is it your only medication? What was your diagnosis? There are a few personality tests linked here ~ they ask all sorts of questions and offers insight in the trends it picks up on in your answers. Be sure to check that out some time.