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We be writing this cause we need advice from those like us. The affairs of the heart are not easy for a person with DID/MPD. So we would like to know what u be think on it to. Now we have said before that we be waiting for a man that we all like. Now we know that is not legit but what we do have is a small baby girl that we call our HEART CHAKRA. We believe that she is the host child cause no matter how she feels it goes through out all of us. So we all try to make her happy. Now we have had chosen partners before that she has been okay with but there has only been one other that she has come out and be totally a part of the body. WE loved him very much but he is no longer in this world. WE all cry cause we all miss him and during the last recall of memoirs , It is like we lost him all over again. Now there is someone else in our lives that she really likes. But we don’t know how to tell this person. Cause we afraid he no like us that way. Especially after all the trauma we went through just to get the no names to become a working member of the whole. When we did not want to hold on no more he was there for us. He let us hold onto him when we slept so we know we no be hurt. And he took our son when the community would no longer just let us be. Now at same time he no angel we had fights we try to leave but he always found a way to make us stay here even when we just wanted to run. But we be tired we want peace , we be so tried of living with no side by side support. WE keep telling him to let us go but he won the says we stay but he no take us home to live. WE be though so much we don’t know what to do. Or if he really loves us that way or not. What would you do? WE know the Great Spirit will provide but how would u deal with some one that is on a sew-saw.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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