BeautifullyMistaken Hang in there. It will get better. Keep focused on taking good care of you with good diet, exercise and proper sleep routines. Basic but easily neglected or thrown off when you are off balance. I wonder if maybe your mom is waiting for you to bring the subject up again. Have you talked with your sister or any other close family member about what you are going through? Keep reaching out to find the help and support you need. You deserve it.