I had the same problem. There is something uncomfortable about a male asking a female to lay on a couch while they are alone in a room. No matter how innocent, there is a part of the brain which goes, uh, uh. In my case, the couch was actually a single bed, made to look like a couch with cushions, and unsuccessfully so.
In my head, I knew he wouldn't do anything and it was immature of me, and perhaps, I was also using the fear as an excuse to keep away from looking at the really scary stuff, assuming it even existed anyway. I tried, but I just couldn't do it.
So, I have trust issues and control issues, big deal, no one is going to be 100% normal in this life...there is always going to be something that we failed to deal with. If this is the worst of my issues, I am doing just fine thanks.
*whispers* Did I get away with that?
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