For your best interest I suggest you end "therapy" with him and find a new therapist, I am very surprised he crossed his boundry, my former therapist was always so disciplined about bounries that he wouldn't even accept any little trinkets or simple gifts, God what a contrast but therapists are people too, but they are suppose to maintain a code of ethics and obviously yours hasn't. It may hurt at first but I personally think you should start with a new therapist, maybe a woman this time, these guys can be too attracting besides therapeutic if you know what I mean. In a warped way I envy you, I wish my former T was attracted to me as yours is to you, but you are right it may not last. This kind of strain is not conducive to your recovery of suicidal ideations over the long run, believe me I know. Take care of yourself, and be carefull.
"darkeyes"