((((((Berries)))))
I'm so sorry your depression is back. I know it is hard to have it go away and then come back, especially in so short of a time. When this happens to me I try and remember (though it doesn't always help) that if it went away before it can go away again. I try to remember that I had a happy period. I also try to find something to look forward to in my future that will help me get through the low points. When I was in college it was almost always my choral concerts. Even when one was over, I knew when the next one was and started looking forward to that one. Is there anything you have planned in the future that you can look forward to that you know you would usually enjoy? I hope you feel better soon.