I have this feeling all the time, Berries. Complete paralyzation. Feeling like "oh great, here comes the depression AGAIN, can't I just have a month of happiness?"

*hugs* You're not alone. If you can muster the strength to get up and walk around, maybe check the mail or water a plant, that may be all it will take to make one day a little better. And if not today, maybe we can get up tomorrow.