I do see a therapist. I tried to get my appointment moved up from the end of the month to sooner but she is booked. I'm hoping some one will cancel and she can get me in.

Susan I was in love with him and part of me still is. We were together for a few months before the relationship turned abusive and controling. He did get to finish I was pregnant until he threw me aginst a door when I made him angry it caused me to miscarry. I see people I knew in high school and they have this urge to tell me how he is what he's doing. I need to learn how to walk away when they start telling me anyway.

Sometimes I feel like I may never heal. I wish I could forget.