I ask the same question - are you seeing a therapist about this? The problem with television characters is that they seem so real to us. They seem so interesting and intruiging, and this draws us to them and makes us want to get to know them in real life. But try to remember, what you see on television is not real. These actors go home from their jobs to a real family, leading a separate life than what you see on TV. I think talking to someone about this might help you a lot