You're singing the tune I was singing a few weeks ago. I shared it with my T and with many people. I got a variety or responses ranging from, "Well, maybe you're right." to "You're flat out hallucinating."

The thoughts burnt out and I crashed in a big way, but I have my writings that I can go back to whenever I want. Right now, I can't bring myself to look at them.

My take on it is that is would be awfully lonely if we were the only live planet with only one reality. So who knows? I am not going to close my mind to it. Maybe we, the "mentally ill" are actually somewhat in tune to other realities and are afforded glimpses now and then. Maybe the depression comes because we aren't fully evolved yet and so the age-old human ego gets in the way of what could be.

Gosh, don't get me started. If you want, you can search my other threads on here and somehwere a few weeks back will be what I thought was going to be my manifesto on the meaning of life and the world. Maybe someday...