Okay so I think this would be the right place to post. I am dating my best friend. She's a girl and so am I. This is the first relationship I have been in with another girl. We've been friends for about a year and we've been dating for just under 2 months. And everything was so wonderful and amazing up until about a week ago. Then we started fighting almost everyday and although we made up everyday also...it still sucks fighting like that all the time. I just found out tonight (from my girlfriend herself) that she got drunk with our other friend (who is straight) and they made out. I know this sounds so childish but I am really hurt. My girlfriend says it doesnt mean anything, that they were just seeing if our friend was a good kisser. My girlfriend keeps telling me...it is what it is and i cant take it back. And I had to ask her if she was even sorry! She wouldnt tell me herself. Im extremely hurt and I feel like dirt. Im just not sure where to go from here. My girlfriend is my best friend. She's my world and I love her with all my heart. But I cant stand to think she did that to me. Wether it meant anything or not...it still hurt me. I know Im ranting and raving but Im so lost right now. Does anyone have any advice for me?
Do you think Im over reacting?
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