(((( SAFE HUGS ))))
I certainly can relate to being triggered by reminders of past events. I have one that lives right across the street from me.
And a friend of mine on Facebook is also the one who got me the job with my old boss who also was a perpetrator when I was 14.
So much stimuli....and so hard to deal with.
I know you must be incredibly anxious about your meeting today. Please take care of you. You will make it through this day.