Well, we did have a talk and I told him that I would be willing to give him a second chance but that a few things had to change. We've more-or-less been playing it by ear. I find that as long as I don't think about the "incident" it's pretty easy to act like everything's normal. I'm not sure if this is good or not, especially if he ends up screwing up again. But here's hoping. At least I'm not freaking out entirely anymore. And i'm actually eating somewhat. ...it is so disturbing that I don't fit into any of my clothes anymore...and i have no energy to exercise.