Life has lately been like an endless desert for me...The effort to keep it together is formidable... I dont want to keep it together cos I hate it....I hate going to work, I hate to keep being the selfless dolt while others talk and communicate... WHAT the hell is their problem? Is my face too bad, Am I a serious moron! I laugh, I reach out, I CARE, I am There for them... Yet they dont notice... WHY doesnt anyone send me a text message on my cell phone...WHY doesnt someone invite me to dinner... WHY doesnt someone call me to check how I am doing...I am dying, I see no point in living... I cant run away, I cant die...What the hell does God want from me I ask! If someone was needed to be selfless and care for these stupid bafoons then why not send an angel from the heavens! Why choose a poor pack of emotions A.K.A human for this extravagant mission! Know what guys I finally have to declare that I am completely Lost and I just have to go through this useless period of time I have left in this pathetic cold dark and unfriendly world...I hate this world I hate the pollution and I hate the fake games they play and the fake warmth they give...I just want to run far far away and never look back... Go to a place where nobody knows me and I can be invisible without feeling bad about it...
They make all the inappropriate jokes and cross the line during work hours, make silly mistakes even after having all the experience and I am being belittled by my dad for little mistakes and turned down for being too caring...Well I will let them know that If they wanna play it bad they dont know who they are messing with... I say BEWARE to them... I am a very nice guy but i am a VERY menacing enemy if i am provoked... GO TO HELL ! to those patheric lame brains and spineless MORONS!!!