((((((((phoenix))))))))

I really do feel for you and I am so sorry. My friend died when we were 15 and she had seemed fine earlier on in the day talking about what we were going to do at the weekend and then she started being sick in science class and went home and then she never woke up. It's been 5 years since and although she will never be forgotten the pain does heal. I hope you pull through this difficult time and people are always around if you need to talk. Sometimes life can seem so unjust and there are no explanations.

Take care

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