Hey, there is so much more to life than this!!
Thank you for letting us know how you are. I was checking to see how you feel. Can my words make you feel better if I tried? I dont know. Can you let go of some of the pain and decide to look after yourself? I dont know. Will you find some comfort in the small things that are around you? (a flower, a bird, a smile) - I dont know. Can you listen to yourself in the middle of the night - your inner self that needs to live and let go? I dont know. Can you look in the mirror and say - I love myself? I am good as I am. I need to look after myself and I need to let love in? I dont know.
Only you know! And only you can decide to do these things. Not for me - but for your own sake. For your own well being. You deserve it! No one is meant to suffer and your thoughts are just thoughts. Recognise them as you do, but behave in a way that loves yourself. I would start by finding what makes me happy and what makes me smile.
Your illness is not you!
Lots of love and all the strength I can send you! I hope you choose to care xxx
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