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anderson · Jan 05, 2010, 09:25 PM

Looking for peace is like looking for a turtle with a mustache: You won’t be able to find it. But when the heart is ready, Peace will come looking for you. -----AJAHN CHAH- 1994
……ahh is there hope for peace with in the body that holds so many. We hope and prey and yes even trust that it will come. But the real question is when all feel that way at the same time. WE sent a friend an email today and we told her that we be to many for people to accept cause when we not in fear we remember the majority of what happens around us. It is fear that brings up the inner walls of separation not safety and self acceptance. But can any body truly accept another with a self-contained universe that works as a unit when all are at peace? I do not know. We know that inner peace does come and yes when we are no longer looking for it.
…But until then what do we have to endure while parts learn to face their own fears and not act out. WE finely acknowledge that we have bi-polar tendency but it is because we are feeling the swinging door syndrome with each alter that checks in so does their emotional baggage. Since the last group finely lowered their shields we have been crying, laughing and some just down right P*ssed off. And that has been all in a matter of minutes. WE have tried to keep our distance when we feel this extreme but one of the smaller ones made us cry. She had to ask someone to please accept her cause she be good, she not want to hurt no more. Now how do you tell the small ones That some people are just down right mean and they did no wrong. WE don’t know but we all cried after she ask that of the person we talked to. We have peace stating our issues in writing but still fear going face to face cause so many in the past would not accept us. We hope that is the next peace we find as a whole.