No, no Amanda, not at all, we just remember about how we hated to have this thing and how we truly wanted to escape (go elsewhere) mentioned above. We wrote once it was like having hives and we just wanted out of this body.

We just wanted to come along-side you with our understanding and show you compassion. So, we be okay.

Also, we transitioned to our other work and were a bit on edge about it probably.

Amanda, you are doing a good thing and wondering is just part and parcel.