What did I expect?
I got all riled up about breaking the news to my psych nurse that I was going to cut her off from therapy and just see her for meds only, and see another therapist.
But what did I expect her to do? Cry? Beg me to stay? What?
She really said nothing, and for some reason that bothers me. It's like I want her to be upset. I want her to care that I'm leaving. But she doesn't. All she said was thank you for telling me. That's it.
I've been seeing her for 18 months. She has brought me through a lot of hell, several suicide attempts, the works. Yet she doesn't even care that I'm seeing another therapist?
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Martina
30 year old wife & mom to a 5 year old girl
Bipolar Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder
Last edited by Martina; Jan 05, 2010 at 10:38 PM.
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