We sat down and met with t. It was a difficult session. I felt frozen. Unable to move or speak. When it was over, t sent son to the waiting room so he could talk with me and my husband. I started falling apart. T sent husband out so he could help me get it under control. I just feel so much pain right now. I feel like I'm being torn apart. I don't know how I'm going to live through this. I don't know how to do this.