(((MissC))) I don't know if it's this way with you, but I struggle more now with the return to therapy than the break from therapy. It's is just annoyingly uncomfortable when T returns and I can't always put my finger on it. I tend to imagine T has made some kind of adjustment of my therapy during the break because things just seem kind of 'off'. Kinda scary sometimes and definitely uncomfortable and disappointing.

Hang in there!