It sounds like you have worries, but you are coping very well. You must have come a long way since last year at this time
It is bad enough when T goes off for a vacation; it is very stressful when T's health is a concern. I think you are very sweet and caring and I can sure understand the worry, even when you know T is getting good care and have faith she will be fine. A month is a long time to go, but returning to therapy next month is a good thing to focus on. Write here and we'll keep you company along the way!