i have been trying to get in contact with the doctor to get on medication with no luck, it was only suppose to be a one time appointment (the mental health system in Canada is not that great) but he said he would be the one continuing with my treatment if i chose to go on medications but i never got a phone number. called the main office and it is taking forever for them to conform/get back in contact with me to make another appointment!

now i am debuting if i should just wait or not before trying, maybe that's the part of me talking who is all really happy (hypermanic? new to terms.) but i do not know how much longer i can count on the mood continuing.

so i can either try the meds now, hope it dose not mess up with my college progress or wait and hope i do not get into a depression anytime soon.