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My diagnosis is BII but I always have mixed episodes, so when I am super high, I am super miserable, moving, thinking, climbing the walls, hating my skin, but I sleep about 5 hours a night because I have xanax to take to help, so since I sleep enough, it is considered bII, at least according to my pdoc. To put it this way, in the middle of my last mania/hypomania he asked me if I was enjoying the 100 projects I was working on and I honestly said that I never enjoy things, I just feel like I HAVE to do them.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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