((Mixed-Up)),

Well, I can say pretty much anything to T and if I told him about the Christmas feelings he will probably acknowledge and validate my wounded child self and then he will try to help me see that I have some power to change that for my self now because it's not likely that I can avoid Christmas for the rest of my life. If I told himn he's a jerk sometimes he'll probably agree. He also might say, "I don't know what that means, tell me."