((((((Miss C)))) I wonder what you would say to him if you told further explained what you mean when you tell him he's a jerk sometimes Like the guy thing and the jerky advice he gave you about H. He's a guy and you can point anything out to this guy, I love him () from the sound of your posts. Im sure he'll agree he gave you jerky guy advice.

I also feel like my sessions are different depending on the age I am when I am in there. I get so much accomplished as an adult, but my young sessions feel so relieving. Maybe your child felt frustrated in some way because of the separation and wasnt going there (vulnerable) and so got angry and annoyed?

As far as Christmas goes, I can SO relate to that. Everyone I know loves the holidays, even if it is stressful. I am NOT a fan of any holidays. I tolerate them and get through them. Every holiday triggers something for me. And I feel kind of alone in that. It is the same with the spring. When everyone says what a great feeling it is, the weather is getting warmer, everything is in bloom, how lovely the spring is I feel yucky. I am not a fan of the spring either. There is something triggering about it for me, too.

What a dark, morbid person I am