Yes, very triggered. And that has to stop. It isn't right. I've made connections where there really aren't any, but it just won't stop. I'll see t this afternoon. He knows what's going on. But I want this whole situation to go away, and I know it won't go away. We're going to have to live through this. I just don't know how I'll be able to come out on the other side. It is too painful.