I'm so sad i haven't left my bed in days. Only if i have to use the bathroom. Dont even it and rarely shower. No one calls me. Ever. I quit my job couple of years ago and dont think i can ever face "the real world" again. Im scared to wake up dead one day and for no one to even notice. Im a smart, pretty woman in my late 30s who has lost it all due to depression and insecurities. I dont know who i am anymore. Living is pointless to me but i dont have the guts to force myself out of living. Im very scared for waking one more day alone and depressed, with no one to care for me. I need help but i dont go to doctors anymore...nothing has worked. I am scared, lonely (very), and beyond sad. I came here just to pretend i have "someone" to talk to. HELP!!!!!!!!