(((zooropa))) I'm so sorry you are feeling re-traumatized. I'm glad you were able to escape through sleep and that helped a little. I hope T calls you back soon
I have placed calls that I can't remember much of what I said. T will tell me what I said so we can talk about it. Sometimes I am so shocked that I do not remember what I've said.

I hope you keep feeling better and that you and T can talk about how to get through the medical exam that you need. It's important. You are important