I miss my T. I still have another week before I have a session. I've had one session since mid November. At the beginning it was easier to know it was going to be a while. But now it is harder.

I thought that I was going to have a part time job that would help reduce the stress about being able to pay for therapy, but it is unclear now if it is going to come through. I feel like I was just used for the vacation and now am getting dumped when they said I was going to be starting to work for about 20 hours a week. It was going to allow me to have money for rent and for therapy. I'm being stressed out again. I was finally not having that hanging around me all the time. Now it is back.