Dear pegasus, I firstly wish to thank you immensely for taking the time and reading my recent post and offering your wisdom on my issues.I have seen many therapists since I was diagnosed with my issues.In brief I have had counselling with Psychologists in enhancing my environmental and bettering my lifestyle living (to no avail) through to mulitiple psychiatrist in which I have endured many sessions of Cognative Behavioural Therapy. The ironic and striking thing is that soon as we would chip away at some major issues and desensitize them new problems would arise and take priority,it was like mind cancer in a sense where we could not erraticate the bad cells.Ive also endured weekly (ongoing for the last seven years) sessions of Psychodyanmics, but found myself covering the same sagas with difrrent aggrevated intensities that would only reassure and exacebate my depression and feelings of withdrawn and avoidant. I know this may sound as though I am a synic and one may believe that I think I am incurable but I believe that through this uncharted journey of depressive illness I harnessed every sense of sensebility and sourced out every avenue avialable to me whether it was gratis right thru to paying for sessions which warranted success rates. Any how I think today my biggest joy and breakthrough is that there are compassionate peole like yourself on this site and that take the innitiative and considered my issues and offering feedback which is priceless.Thanking you once more and most honoured for your time once again BlessYou!!!