But it's kind of hard to tell if what I'm dealing with is from PTSD because it's not just one event. I was brain washed into thinking everyone was trying to kill me or was after me in some way also me and a friend were almost killed.
I experience severe delusions and not all the time related to conspiracy theories that people are trying to kill me. Sometimes it's crazy **** like I'm being abducted by aliens or demons are in my mirrors. When I see and hear things it has nothing to do with my trauma. Well sometimes I hear people talking and they're plotting to kill me or attack me or something but I never think it has anything to do with what happened to me.
I only expericed one flash back which caused me to black out and I was pulled completely into the past but after that I really felt like it was lifted off my shoulders. I knew I had ptsd then but I really don't know what to think now...