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I hear your words and feel your pain remembering that those feelings can return any time to us. This is something l wrote about a year ago when l was feeling something very similiar to you are right now

It doesnt matter how hard l try
You just won't come outside
And each and every time you cry
I want to run and hide.
The pain and sadness sweep through me
I know you feel it too
My only wish right now
Is that l knew just what to do.
All these people always there
Fighting to survive
Wondering and searching
So they dont have to hide.
I wish that someone would see me
And help you all to see
All that we ever want
Was to be finally set free.

My friend l know right now it is dark, scary and lonely where you are, and l so understand the confusion that you are feeling, not remembering, asking for help but then needing to retreat. Know that we see you, we hear you, we care and we will always listen and support you all in any way that we can. Every day that you continue to battle and fight is another day nearer to giving to those that block HOPE some Hope. You hold that Hope for them you may not think it of feel it but you do.............you reach out on their behave, you tell us how they feel and what they are scared off, you let us come to you and sit with you to offer support and comfort in those darkest times.
Know that we are here.............know we sit at your side...............know we offer support and comfort when and if you should need it......... know that the others WILL break through this wall of silence, slowly, anxiously,gently but most of all NEVER alone

If you need us PM us..............and im not just saying that ok?
You will remain in my thoughts and prayers for peace and safety within
Love to you all
Mandy xx

gentle safe hugsfor you all