Well,

I confronted 1 of the "girls" yesterday and got it throwen back in face. She was shouting at me in front of staff in the office.

I ahve had enough. So I was on the phone to my area manager today and she is bloody useless. She thinks I should drop it and let it all be swept under the carpet- then contradicted herself and said no I am not saying sweep it under the carpet but try not to worry about it. SHE KNOWS I HAVE DEPRESSION AND THAT I AM JUST BACK. I am really upset, angry and annoyed. Why should I bother anymore. I just want to end it all now. But I cant as I do not ahve the powers be to speak to them. The girl in question turned to a colleague and said "I am gonna get into trouble for the way I spoke to Laura" TOO RIGHT cheeky *****. I am really just wanting to leave that horrible place but there are no jobs out there. I am sick of it. Online *****ing, backstabbing, moaning about nothing, pals being *****es about eachother. I know this will happen anywhere. I think I will go abck to working in a supermarket as the *****ing there is nothing compared to my work place. What do I do???? My area manager is doing nothing so I am trying to get in touch with the guy above her. I have not had a return back to work nor my risk assessment she told me I would need before going back to work. Its a joke. I have been back a week tomorrow. Its not like I didnt see her nor speak to her. She even admitted throwing me in the deep end with my shifts and the service users I work with. She said that it was their fault since they ahve just expected me to go back in there after 5 wks off with depression. So I am "apparently" gonna see her tomorrow before I start my shift. If you believe that you believe anything as she said she would be in work yesterday but she wasn't. Its a complete joke. Now my mate is off for 4 days she is my sanity in there. She was like you will be ok- we both know i wont be ok but we both did our nervous laugh. I asked to puch for my transfer and got told we are too short staffed for me to move and then I would need to look into which service would best suit "my needs" etc.

WHAT DO I DO

I personally want to call in sick tomorrow and get another sick line as I am far too stressed out and its only been 1 wk. I was crying incontrollably last night. I think I went back far TOO early