My thoughts always race, even while I am ruminating. How do I describe that...
It's like my thoughts happen in layers. I can be stuck on something in the first layer and then I can be worrying about something in another, imagining my future or a story in another layer, having up to three songs playing at once in other layers, typing on the computer and listening to the tv, thinking about my kids...it goes on and on. Picture stock tickers going across the bottom of a tv show, add a few more of those, the main show and a radio playing that is stuck between three channels and kids playing...
There is an ad on tv for bing.com where everyone is talking at once... that is my brain.
It is exhausting sometimes and exciting other times.
The speed never changes, but sometimes the content does.
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