Hi Katie,

I don't believe anyone hates you here. I am sorry you feel that way, and I hope I can help you by telling you I found you to be a delightful person. I am sorry I have not been in contact as of late, I had a tragedy in my family, but things have become a little more stable, so I have a bit of free time...

As far as why people want you to eat, well, they want you to be well enough to go home and to take care of yourself so that you have many years to recover and enjoy the good things that life does have to offer...

Your age is such a difficult time, but you will now always feel this sadness. Really, I remember well that time in my life, and it gets so much better, and life can be so much fun! Really, it can and will. Please try to hear what the docs are saying, they want the best for you.

Love,

Kris