So, dentist said that I have an infection in my bone and put me on some scary high-power antibiotic. He had to drill the tooth again to clean it out and he left it open and just packed with cotton. I cried AT THE DENTIST So embarrassing.

As of right now, my face is still HUGELY SWOLLEN. I so so so so hope that the swelling starts to go down soon. I'm trying not to think about it too much because it makes me really anxious...

T and I have e-mailed a couple of times. He is going to call me at 5:15 so we can talk for a few minutes That makes me feel better.

I feel scared. But I'm trying to take the advice I gave to MUE this morning and stay in the thinnest sliver of now. My friend brought me two kinds of homemade soup (I can't eat food I have to chew for A WEEK) and I am on the couch with pillows and a blanket doing school with the boys. It's snowing. That's NOW.