Thanks everyone for the responses. Lonegal - I don't feel increased energy or mood. I'm actually more lethargic than I've ever been. Usually I'll do housework if I'm depressed, but I can't even manage to do much of that. I am still taking them, just cause I want to feel better...even if I have to feel like complete crap in the process. Berries - I did a search for the DBSA in my area, and there is nothing near me. I've contacted Mobile Crisis and asked them for information about finding something for myself as I'm uninsured, and they said they don't know what else I can do besides wait the 6 months. But thanks, I appreciate it. I'm going to continue my search to find something before that though. Buttrfli - Yeah, I deff. noticed my SI has gotten a lot worse since being on the meds. Everything appears worse, and not sure why. I've heard that cymbalta is good as well, so once I go to my appt. on the 15th, I'm going to ask about a med change. I'll continue to take mine in the meantime and hope I can stop SI and just get better. I hope I can get some answers soon too as well. I've NEVER felt this incredibly low. I'm actually thinking about going to inpatient care and going to call around and see what inpatient hospitalization is available to me, but not sure if I can because of my school schedule this semester. Yet at the same time - I'm not going to be able to finish if I can't make myself better...Ya know?

Again, Thanks everyone!