Sometimes people who are very ambivalent about living have the same approach to 1234356. So some incidents have a kind of "so far but maybe not" flavour to them. when this happens very often, yes, it is a type of self harm, and sometimes (Rarely!!!) has become manipulative. That makes it no less dangerous and this type of thing is NOT CHARACTERISTIC OF ALL 1234356
It has happened that people who self harm have gone too far, or self harmed when taking medicine or in circumstances where the damage was worse than normal. The big difference is that leaving the planet is NOT the intent.
Hope this helps Starina. what's up, hon? HUggs.
(And no, if you don't want to tell, then I don't have to hear it. More important that you feel safe.)