Lindee, I'm sorry you feel so lousy. I've been there so often...I know exactly how you feel! I, too, have a loving husband of 31 years who often feels so helpless when he cannot make me feel better. That's when I have to TELL myself how incredibly blessed I am! (even when it doesn't feel like it) When I look around and see people who seem to have it all and are totally unhappy. I remind myself that being loved by just one person---really loved---is being worthwhile. Hang on...you are loved!!!