
Jan 07, 2010, 04:01 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2009
Posts: 25
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UGH I'm so in the same boat as you!!! Negative, negative, negative! I so want to feel JOY~I haven't felt JOY in 5 years since all of this stuff happened. I miss being happy and joyful. I'm a downer. And, like you said, I don't even hear myself most of the time. It takes someone to point it out. I don't have any advice for you, only that you're not alone. I'm beginning to think I have a lousy psychologist. He doesn't really help, just makes me feel like crap. Who needs more crap? Anybody? It's a bad for me...
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