Wow, cutbuddie you are so young to have this happen to you. I don't know what I would have done if this had happened to me when i was 15.
I am glad you are getting it all out in the open; like other people have posted, keeping it to yourself could really be painful and harmful.
Like someone else also said, this is a time in your life when you are still developing your personality and sexuality and it's important to do that in a healthy way.
You are a smart girl, best of luck to you, keep us posted!