It all started out when I was texting my friend whom I talk to, text, and hang out with a lot I suddenly didn't feel like texting her, I didn't even want to talk to or interact with anyone. My family were the only people who I didn't really mind. I told my friend that I was watching a movie (which I wasn't) and I couldn't text. She responded "Okay bye!" I watched TV trying to forget about what I just did. I was on break from school and was trying to relax. The day I came back to school I acted normal, like I really did want to hang out with my friends, even though I didn't. I just pretended I was okay. The next day, my closest friend was noticing I was being a bit irritable that day. And asked me why. I told her it was complicated and that I would tell her later. Eventually, I got to a point where I didn't want to be with my friend so much that we stopped being friends and now I hang out with my friends ex-friend and her ex-friends best friend. I eat lunch with them then I hang out with my other friends. Now, while this is all going on, I (on the inside) don't want to be with my friends. I hide everything with a smile. They think I'm okay, everyone thinks I'm okay. But I'm not Sometimes my mom or friends will ask me if I am okay. I will say yes and smile. But it burns a hole in my heart to hide everything. This has been going on for 2 and a half months. The only reason I kept on dealing with this with out saying something is because there's this guy that I like a lot. I only see him after school for 5 minutes, 2-3 times a week. When I can't meet him after school, I feel really bad because as I said before, he's the only reason I deal with all of this. I'm just so sick of hiding everything and I hope this wasn't too long. Please help me..!