I do fine with work for a few months at a time too. But I can't stick with the same job or I lose my mind. I'm very fortunate that I've been able to find flexible jobs that are willing to move me around to different departments or positions. Money is really tight right now with my new job since I ran out of stuff to try at the hospital that doesn't require extra schooling. Logically I know I have to keep working because it's good for me and keeps me from becoming a total recluse. But it's a real struggle too. I don't have the energy to work full-time. I exert a lot of energy with internal battles that I'm not aware of I just feel my energy being drained and I know something big's going on. Usually about that time is when I "wake up" somewhere else and not sure how I got there lol. I hope others have some helpful advice since I'm going through a similar fight as you. We're not just fighting depression but fighting ourselves. It's like a double blow.