I am realizing that I am starting to feel the way you were describing & may still be feeling. I have been working out with riding my horses daily.....several hours/day. I loose several lbs of fluid from dehydration & when I ended up in the hospital because of it, I gained 8 lbs from the fluids over a 24 hr period. I promptly lost that within the next week & landed back in the ER within 5 days. I have been noticing that I seem to be putting on real weight (must be from muscle strength) because I have been inching up a couple of lbs. I am riding in a dressage show later today & tried on my show cloths......oh, a tighter fit that last months show. I had bought my show cloths about 9 years ago when I was dealing with anorexia (caused by a reaction to AD's) & weighed 8 lbs less than I ever did this time. I still am not at a healthy weight, but trying on those riding pants made me realize that I am not happy weighing even a few lbs more....I still am dizzy & major dehydrated even though the few lbs have crept back on.....but like you, I feel it is time to lose them before they become permanent.

My sentiments are with you,
Debbie