I woke up today and my face is SO SO SO swollen still. I don't even kind of look like me. It's scaring me and making me sad

T called me yesterday and wanted to know everything about what's going on. It felt good to talk to him. I definitely felt cared for, and cared about. He is leaving town this morning and won't be back until Sunday night. It makes him feel kind of far away.

I feel scared and sad!!!! I wish the swelling had gone down just a little bit this morning.