You know what? I feel the same way. What kind of progress have I really made? And maybe Im there because I like the atteniton and need a close friend. I compare what I was like 2 yrs ago and I am much different, but was it therapy? Would i have been different anyway? As crazy as it sounds, I did change a lot with dt, along with the damage she did. I realized a lot of things.

When you think about how you were 2 yrs ago, were you really the same as you are now? You seem to be processing SO much in therapy. Do you notice any difference between the way you think of some of the issues you have been working on with T? Even if youre not feeling more peaceful, do you ever feel more at peace with some issues? More accepting of yourself?