Thank you all for taking the time to read my life... The road I was on was on a road to death, but I don't regret anything at all I ever did while being in active addiction. I did have regrets for awhile, but those have passed from regret to joy. Because of my experience through addiction, I might be able to help someone else who's going through or has went through the same thing as me. Every single bit of horror I went through during active addiction has been worth it if it helps one person.

Rayna, thanks... If you can't get the book, it's fine. You've tried and I appreciate it greatly.