I have delusions constantly. Almost always caused by books, or could be an article, a news story or like someone else said even a picture. One of my great and horrible delusions is that I am somehow responsible for the fate of the entire world. This bears down on me so hard sometimes that I feel like I will stop breathing.

Most of the time my delusions are about being able to know just exactly what to do to change/fix some huge, widespread ail that's afflicting people or the world in general.

So ya, I get the delusions brought on by books. A lot of times it turns into a sort of obsessions where I will end up buying every book by a particular author or every book about a certain subject. I am certain I can figure out the problems of whatever and only I can fix them. (I feel really weird admitting to you all.)